Speech class

I hate speech class. I never even chose it for my 2 year in high school. A class where you’re forced into talking too your classmates in front of the class? That’s just cruel. 

I had to do a pose mimicking one of my interests and the other student had to guess which is already embarrassing enough but on top of my partner was my crush. I legit just stood there for like a solid minute. She finally said something but when I tried to respond back I used to voice i use when talking to my mom, which is like a baby voice.

 I never been so publicly embarrassed before. What is wrong with me, why can’t I just be normal. I’m such a loser. I wish I could have blown off my head with a 12 gauge.

I just want to die. I’m such a waste of space.