Spineripper 3000 *VISUAL DEMONSTRATION* (college)

I have been procrastinating on my Commonapp essay for the past 20 days and I still have no idea what to write about...... 

-I have an old draft from when I was in Freshman year where I spoke about being bisexual but it's so booooooring that I can't submit it in good conscience.

-I was thinking of writing about this guy who i used to always drive past on my way to practice... he would stack huge rocks on the side-railing of the road, but recently he hasn't been there, and the stones are starting to slowly disappear (i assume they're rolling off cuz they are always very haphazardly placed..)
-aanyways it made me really sad that he stopped, because he seemed to be quite old, so I'm assuming that he passed away :(

-idek what I would write about that'd include him though, because i've never really interacted with him... i just miss driving past him

-if anything, i kinda relate to him a lot... although i feel a little more like a rock, with its position on the guardrail

->like once i eventually roll down like all the other rocks, nobody's really gonna notice...

that sounds so corny though and there's no way i can write an entire essay about that :(

-or i guess i could write about how although it wasn't much, the rocks depended on him to be seen, and now theres nobody tending to them... that also makes me really sad to think about
*-* Recently I read that sympathizing with objects like this is supposed to be an autistic tendency, but im pretty sure i don't have that...

->also.. it's kind of ridiculous that people aren't supposed to sympathize with objects...

--gosh i really feel bad for guy though, the rocks mustve been constantly falling towards his property, since he really sucked at balancing them

-->i kinda feel the same way with all the different life stuff ive been juggling, like a constant tension or slight threat 

-i think thats it