Sports are the WORST

Football and volleyball messed up my life…

Ok for football its kinda my fault like no one wants a centeral striker anymore like a Halaand number 9 so like cause im a striker theres alr a 0.01% chance ill get in. I tried out for both the best teams in my city. AND THE COACHES LED ME ON SO BAD remembering only MY name only MY position (prolly cause i was the only striker…) and played me on the whole time. Even the head coach for one of the teams knew who I was and like 🫩 that team kept me on until the last trial and told me the DAY before the deadline (deadline to say ur not in) to tell me im not in.

So ok whatever maybe I js suck at football, the team didn’t like me (the current members were talking shit abt me right next 2 me but whatever), strikers aren’t useful anymore etc. ok its just one sport.

Volleyball tryouts for school

They said EVERYONE got in

Next day i found out im the only one who didnt and its like ????????? These are the same coaches as my out of school team who got me to teach new players, put me in the advanced practices etc. one of the girls couldn’t even set, it’d always go through her fingers and hit the floor like. Id play OPPO if i had to to get in (cause theres no oppos on the school team) but ok choose people whos fundamentals are way worse than mine 🫩🫩🫩🫩🫩

I hate(/love) sports

Feels like rejection after rejection💔

Maybe i js suck or I’m js not what they’re looking for idk

And I PROMISE i’m not shit at either like im def not the best at volleyball but im not shit enough to be the only one 2 not get in

2 my twin who watched me tweak out yesterday & skl thank u 🥹 u know who u are

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

On my way to volleyball rn as i type this out