story of my first "tattoo" | TW: sh

soooo embarrassing story ive decided to share on this fine day... the story of my first (and worst) tattoo!! 

it all started maybe two years ago, i was in a bad place and self-harming pretty often. well one of these times i self-harmed, i had started to clean my room that very same night just about an hour or so after. sooo i found an old red calligraphy/inking pen of mine and without thinking, tested it on my arm. RIGHT OVER THE FRESH CUT. over the next few days, i scrubbed and scrubbed and scrubbed at the ink but the cut healed over the ink and it is literally tattooed into my wrist... so thats fun. and it is still here!!