STUPID RANT ABOUT MUSIC AND OTHER STUFF

THIS IS GONNA BE A LONG POST SO IF YOU DONT WANNA READ IT THEN DONT IDC

BUT ANYWAYS WHATSUP IVE BEEN KINDA SICK SO I DIDNT POST ANYTHING FOR AWHILE MY THROAT WAS WAY TOO DRY AND I JUST FELT LIKE SHIT SO I JUST LAYED IN BED AND DID SOME OTHER STUFF

FIRST THING IS I WANNA TALK ABOUT MUSIC GET IT ALL OUT OF THE WAY

IM GLAD I HAVE FANS I HAPPY THAT PEOPLE ACTUALLY LIKE WHAT LITTLE IVE PUT OUT I THINK MOST OF MY FANS ARE HOMESTUCK FANS WHICH IS FUNNY BECAUSE I DONT KNOW SHIT ABOUT HOMESTUCK LIKE I KNOW THE NAME AND IVE SEEN IT ALL OVER THE INTERNET MY WHOLE LIFE BUT IVE NEVER REALLY EXPERIENCED HOMESTUCK FOR MYSELF BUT IF HOMESTUCK FANS FUCK WITH ME THEN YALL ARE COOL WITH ME I DONT KNOW WHAT IVE DONE THATS ATTRACTED YALL BUT HEY WHATEVER ITS COOL THAT YALL LIKE MY MUSIC ANYWAYS

SPEAKING OF MUSIC I HAVENT RELEASED ANYTHING FOR AWHILE WHICH IF YOUR MY FRIEND ON THIS PLAFORM YOU MAY KNOW HONESTLY I JUST CANT FIGURE OUT WHAT I WANNA DO EVERYTIME I OPEN FL STUDIO I JUST SIT THERE I MIGHT DO SOMETHING BUT I CAN NEVER FINISH SOMETHING ANYMORE AND I DONT KNOW WHY 

AND IT SUCKS BECAUSE I WANNA MAKE MUSIC ITS WHAT I WANNA DO FOREVER UNTIL I DIE BUT I CANT FINISH A SINGLE THING AND IT SUCKS BECAUSE EVEN WHEN IM NOT MAKING MUSIC MY FAVORITE THING TO DO IS MAKE CONCEPTS FOR MUSIC PROJECTS IVE MADE TONS OF MIXTAPE AND EP AND ALBUM AND SONG IDEAS LIKE COVERS AND TRACKLIST AND VIBES AND WHATEVER BUT OFCOURSE IM NOT MAKING THEM ALL AT ONCE IM WORKING ON 1 MIXTAPE RIGHT NOW AND I MIGHT MAKE SOME OF MY CONCEPTS LATER BUT THATS NOT MY POINT MY POINT IS I WANNA MAKE SO MUCH MUSIC EVERYTHING I SAID ALBUMS, EPS, MIXTAPES, SONGS, AND EVEN OTHER STUFF IVE ALWAYS HAD A FASCINATION WITH HIP HOP ALTER EGOS LIKE VIKTOR VAUGHN AND QUASIMOTO JUST TO NAME A FEW NOTIBLE ONES DOOM HAS A FUCK TON OF ALTER EGOS BUT YEAH I MIGHT WANNA HAVE MY OWN ALTER EGO AND MAKE DIFFERENT MUSIC BUT THATS ALSO A PROBLEM BECAUSE I HAVE LIKE 5 IN MY HEAD ALREADY AND IVE MADE FUCKIN MUSIC CONCEPTS FOR THEM ASWELL MY ULTRAMIDAS NAME WILL ALWAYS BE ME AND ILL PROBABLY JUST POST WHAT I WANT MOSTLY STUFF THAT MY MUSIC IS TAGGED WITH UNDER THE ARTISTS SECTION AND MOSTLY HIPHOP AND MY ALTERS WILL PROBLY JUST BE SOME WERID HIPHOP SHIT ASWELL BUT STILL

AND I EVEN HAVE OTHER PROJECTS THAT ARENT DIRECTLY MUSIC RELATED MAYBE ONLY A BIT RELATED TO MUSIC OR NOT AT ALL BUT THERES ONLY A FEW FOR NOW

ANYWAYS BACK TO WHAT I WAS SAYING I CANT MAKE ALL THIS MUSIC BECAUSE I DONT HAVE THE DRIVE TO FINISH ANYTHING AND I DONT KNOW WHY I TRY AND TRY AND I STAY ON THE SAME DAMN PROJECT FOR LIKE MULTIPLE DAYS AND I JUST IVE UP AND IT ENDS UP ROTTING IN MY FILES

I DUNNO MAYBE IT JUST THE LACK OF SUPPORT NOT FROM THE FRIENDS ON HERE OR NOT ON HERE OR PEOPLE WHO HAVE LISTENED TO WHAT IVE MADE IM MOSTLY TALKING IRL 

MY PARENTS WOULD NOT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT MY MUSIC 

FIRSTLY MY DAD FUCKING HATES HIP HOP AND RAP LIKE HATES IT IF ITS NOT A ROCK SONG FROM BEFORE THE 2000S HE EITHER DOESNT KNOW IT OR HATES IT HE HATES EVERYTHING MODERN AND HE CLAIMS THAT BECAUSE "OH EVERYTHINGS MADE BY COMPUTERS NOW" LIKE BITCH PEOPLE HAVE BEEN MAKING MSUIC WITH COMPUTERS FOREVER NOW AND HE ALSO IS A BIT AI SUPPORTER SO I DONT KNOW HOT THE FUCK HE CAN SAY MUSIC MADE BY COMPUTERS IS SHIT WHEN HES A FUCKING AI COCKSUCKER BUUT WHATEVER I DONT FUCKING CARE ABOUT HIS OPINIONS ANYWAYS

AND MY MON JUST WOULDNT CARE TRUST ME SHE WOULD RATHER I DO ANYTHING ELSE THAN MUSIC AND I DONT EVEN THINK SHE LIKES ANY MUSIC BESIDES OLD SHIT LIKE MY DAD EVERYTIME I TRY TO PLAY SOMETHING IM PRETTY SURE SHE JUST SOMEHOW DOESNT HEAR ANYTHING BUT I THINK ITS MOSTLY FOR HIPHOP I PLAYED SOME MACINTOSH PLUS IN HER CAR AND SHE DID ACTUALLY REALIZE THAT THERE WAS MUSIC PLAYING BUT WHEN I PUT ON ANYTHING ELSE LIKE HIP HOP OR LITTERALY ANYTHING ELSE SHE JUST TUNES IT OUT EXCEPT FOR WHEN SHE HEARS SOMETHING SHE DOESNT LIKE I PLAYED TEMPTATIONS BY JOEY BADASS ONE TIME AND SHE SARTED FREAKING OUT AT THE FUCKING INTO OF THE SONG AND AFTER WHEN INSTITUTIONALIZED BY KENDRICK LAMAR AFTER THE INTO TO THAT SONG SHE SAID "YOU KNOW THERE WAS WHITE SLAVES TOO RIGHT" LIKE BITCH WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT WHY EVEN BRING THAT UP WHAT THE FUCK WAS THE POINT WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU I MEAN I GUESS I KNOW WHY SHES EXTRREMLY CONSERVATIVE AND RACIST AND IMMA ADD ON HOMOPHOBIC AND TANSPHOBIC AND SHES A JESUS FREAK ASWELL SO YEAH MAYBE I DO KNOW WHY SHE SAID THAT FUCKING BULLSHIT AND SHE HAS SAID THE N WORD BEFORE AND EVERYTIME SHE DOES I JUST WANNA FUCKING KILL HER SHE THINKS ITS FUNNY OR SOMETHING I SWEAR AND SHE DOESNT HOLD BACK ANYTHING AND SHES ALSO EXTREMELY LOUD ABOUT HER OPINIONS WHILE ALSO BEING PURPOSEFULLY IGNORANT ASWELL SO YKNOW WHAT MAYBE I DONT WANT HER APPROVAL AFTER ALL FUCK ALL THAT AND MY DAD IS ALL MY MOM IS TOO BUT A LITTLE BETTER NOT BY MUCH BUT JUST A BIT HE DOESNT SAY THE N WORD ATLEAST NOT THAT I KNOW OFF HE ISNT AS LOUD ABOUT HIS OPINIONS HE ISNT A JESUS FREAK BUT HE IS A HUGE TURMP SUPPORTER AND HE TRIED MAKING ME INTO ONE WHILE I WAS YOUNGER LUCKILY I WAS ABLE TO BREAK OUT OF THAT SHIT AND MADE UP MY OWN MIND ABOUT WHAT I CARE ABOUT SO YKNOW WHAT FUCK HIM TOO AND FUCK HIS SUPPORT ASWELL

HONESTLY WRITTING THIS WHOLE THING JUST MADE ME REALISE HOW MUCH I DONT LIKE MY PARENTS ITS FINE THOUGH THEY DONT LIKE ME EITHER THEY ALWAYS YELL AT ME AND AND BLAME ME FOR SHIT THATS NOT MY FAULT AND ARE JUST IN GENERAL ASSHOLES TO EVERYONE MY DAD INSULTS ME TO EVERYONE AND I MEAN EVERYONE TO PEOPLE HE DOESNT EVEN KNOW AND EVEN FAMILY AND IM JUST SIT THERE WONDERING WHAT I DID TO DESERVE THIS LIKE WHY THE FUCK AM I GETTING BARRADED FOR NO FUCKING REASON LIKE YEAH DAD SORRY I LIKE BEING ON MY COMPUTER MORE THAN GOING OUTSIDE WHICH I KNOW SOUNDS BAD BUT HEAR ME OUT ALRIGHT I LIKE BEING ON MY COMPUTER AND IN MY ROOM BECAUSE EVERYTHING I WANNA DO IS IN HERE MY PC MY MUSIC MY FUCKING CONSOLES EVERYTHING IS HERE AND THERES LITTERALY NOTHING TO DO OUTSIDE LIKE YEAH I LIKE TAKING WALKS AND STUFF BUT SHIT DUDE ITS ALSO HOTTER THAN HELL OUTSIDE I KNWO I SHOULDNT BE MAKING EXCUSES FOR WHY I LIKE BEING INSIDE MORE THAN OUTSIDE BUT ITS WHAT I DO WITH MY DAD SO I GUESS I JUST FELT LIKE I NEEDED TO HERE FOR SOME REASON

AND THEY DO ACT LIKE NICE PEOPLE SOMETIMES LIKE WE DO STUFF SOMETIEMS AND THEY GET ME STUFF AND FOOD AND DRIVE ME TO GO SEE MY FRIENDS BUT LIKE UNDER ALL THAT ITS JUST ANGER I SWEAR IVE SEEN MY MOM MORE AMGRY THAN HAPPY IN MY LIFE LIKE YEAH SHE DOES NICE THINGS BUT OTHER TIMES SHE'LL JUST FUCKING YELL AT ME FOR MINUSCULE SHIT ONE TIME SHE EVEN BROKE MY PHONE BECAUSE I JUST DIDNT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT WHAT SHE SAID AND SHE SAID I SHOULDVE BEEN PAYING ATTENTION AND IT WAS MY FAULT SHE DID THAT LIKE BITCH FUCK YOU

I DUNNO I JUST FEEL LIKE EVERYDAY IM ALIVE EVERY DAY I GROW UP THEY JUST HATE ME MORE AND MORE AND I JUST DONT CARE ANYMORE

MY POINT IS ONCE I DONT HAVE TO SEE MY PARENTS OR MY FAMILY EVER AGAIN I WONT I COULD TALK ABOUT THEM MORE BUT I WONT THIS IS LONG ENOUGH ALREADY ILL MAKE WHATEVER I WANT AND I WONT EVER NEED TO TALK OR SEE THEM EVER AGAIN FUCK ALL OF THEM

SORRY ABOUT MY LONG RANT I KNOW ITS A BIT MORE PERSONAL ORWHATEVER BUT I JUST NEED TO GET THIS OFF MY CHEST I MIGHT FOLLOW IT UP LATER BUT I MOST LIKELY WONT NLESS I FORGOT SOMETHING I JUST EANNA DO OTHER STUFF SO MY NEXT POSTS WILL BE DIFFERENT AND NOT ME COMPLAINING A WHOLE LOT I WANNA DO FUN STUFF FOR PEOPLE TO SEE ON THIS SITE BECAUSE HONESTLY I LIKE THIS SITE AND WHILE I DONT EXPEXT EVERYONE TO LIKE ME OR INTERACT WITH ME EVEN IF ITS JUST A FEW PEOPLE I WANT YALL TO KNOW THAT I WANNA HAVE FUN AND DO STUFF TO ENTERTAIN EVERYONE ON THIS PLATFORM I HAVE AN IDEA ON WHAT I WANNA DO NEXT ITS NOT MUSIC RELATED NOT YET TRSUT ME THATS COMING SOON THOUGH BUT THE NEXT THING I POST ABOUT WILL BE SOMETHING COOL I PROMISE 

ANYWASY IF YOU READ THIS, THANKS ALSO THERES PROBLY ALOT OF TYPOS I WASNT REALLY PAYING ALOT OF ATTENTION LOL