supernatural + dad rant + ex rant

hi dndjdjsjskskhdd I freaking out.

I’m watching supernatural I’m almost done with s2 I freaking love you Dean. I’m on episodesssgge 20 . this is freaking me out WHO is this lady. why are they normal people. I’m scared. go back. I really love supernatural mwha . Dean in a Henley Dean in a Henley Dean in a henley

my dad is taking me to this STUPID toy convention thing tmrw. what am I a pedo?!! I don’t wanna go there. hello. The one time he actually tries to hang out with me it’s something so fucking stupid I just know he’s trying to get another board game god this is stupid but no one’s gonna read this or anything anyways so I might as well talk.

he does this stupid thing where he collects random bullshit. he started out with records which I like stealing them from him but he never FUCKING listens to them. we have over a thousand and he never plays them . god. then he did French comic books, which makes sense because I get it. he misses home. and then during Covid he kept buying stupid board games. We played like 2 . we were never a board game family. god it’s all this collecting and wasting money it pisses me off.

I wish he was normal fuck. I’m so jealous. of everyone else why do they have normal dads. why do they have dads that care and talk to them and ask them how their lives are. he’s such a fucking hypocrite he used to yell at me cuz I didn’t ask him how his day was when I get home from school and then he ALWAYS SOME BULLSHIT LIKE “fine” and then he never asks ME HOW MY DAY WAS?!!?? Why are you so fucking angry.,. Jesus.

Okay I’ll stop now . sorry.

guys sidenote HOW TO GET OVER MY EX. UHVDHHDHDHD WHYYYDHDHSHS AM I STILL HUNG UP OVER THEM CAN YOH LEAVE MY MIND PLEASE.

I’m gonna tell the fucking truth now I and I don’t say it often or ever really

I only fell in love with them cuz they liked me. I found out they liked me and that ment everything to me cuz back then I thought it was impossible for anyone to love me. sorta feels like that again. they were different . and as we dated I felt closer and closer and more in love with them. and then they broke up with me . TWICE. COULDNT YOU HAVE JUST MADE IT CLEAR THE FIRST TIME FUCK YOU. that’s mean they’re nice.

i hate that all my tumblr moots are moots with them too UFHDHSH i hate when they ask my moots i hate when they comment on my moots posts i hate it i hate it go away go away i never want to see you again

I should block them probably

God i hate myself.

I MISS AO3 UFHDHSHSNDJSJ COME BACKKKKDHDDBDNDNDHDHDHDHDHRHRHRHDHRHR