Surrounded, yet completely alone

Ever since school started again, it feels like everything has lost a bit of its color. The routine is back, and with it came this kind of fog that makes the days feel heavier and way more gloomy

It’s hard to explain, but right now, so many things just feel disappointing. People, situations, everyday life in general. I feel like I have less energy and less motivation to do the things I usually love. Even my hobbies don't pull me in like they used to.

The weirdest part about all of this is that I’m not actually isolated. I’m surrounded by good people, I have friends around me, yet I still feel deeply lonely. Honestly, I think that’s the worst kind of loneliness there is: being surrounded by people who care, while still feeling like there’s an invisible wall between you and them, like no one really gets what’s going on inside.

I’m just writing this here to vent and put some words on how I’m feeling. Does anyone else get this kind of slump where everything feels a bit empty, even when you're well surrounded?

Ever since school started again, it feels like everything has lost a bit of its color. The routine is back, and with it came this kind of fog that makes the days feel heavier and way more gloomy

It’s hard to explain, but right now, so many things just feel disappointing. People, situations, everyday life in general. I feel like I have less energy and less motivation to do the things I usually love. Even my hobbies don't pull me in like they used to.

The weirdest part about all of this is that I’m not actually isolated. I’m surrounded by good people, I have friends around me, yet I still feel deeply lonely. Honestly, I think that’s the worst kind of loneliness there is: being surrounded by people who care, while still feeling like there’s an invisible wall between you and them, like no one really gets what’s going on inside.

I’m just writing this here to vent and put some words on how I’m feeling. Does anyone else get this kind of slump where everything feels a bit empty, even when you're well surrounded?

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