Tales from a so not sweet 18

m finally 18 and everything sucks, I didn’t even wanna celebrate my birthday. There’s nothing I can do but try and apply for an id (that took me 2 weeks to do) or get a drivers liscence (the nearest date for me to take my road test is 4 months away) Honestly I feel like life hasn’t been worth much from 12 and forward. Like not even in a “oh em gee I wanna kill myself” but more so in a “I haven’t found any proper joy within my life” kind of thing. I mean flat out its not gonna get better, im going to collage and im gonna be in student loan debt within my first year, sure ill get a nice and shinny degree but that means nothing if I can’t put it to proper use. And from what I hear around the world, so many people go into collage and get a super high ranking degree only to not even be able to get a job in fast food

OMFG don’t even get me started on that bullshit, I had to go thought like 3 interviews for a job at fucking racing canes and I still didn’t get it?! Like hello you are selling dry, unseasoned, floppy chicken that taste like cardboard clit if they don’t use your wack ass carb loaded canes sauce. Honestly im not even sure why they put listing out that they are hiring when they clearly will not put anyone who isn’t a 5 year vet into the job

I swear they will not wanna train anyone anymore like it’s your fucking job and you’re not gonna offer me a position just beacuse im not completely trained within your specific line of work?? It’s a basic ass fast food job, and im not even cooking anything im just taking orders and bagging food, like how hard could it be to put fries in the bag?? I’ll tell you because ive done it before ITS JACK FUCKING EASY!!!! Honestly Im so over this shit I’ve waisted an entire month trying to secure a job and now I have less than 2 weeks before I go off to new Orleans for collage. THIS IS SO UNFAIR like there are 30+ places that I applied to and only 2 of them respond and one of them canceled the interview on me an hour before I was gonna meet them ?! And then they all use the same fuck ass AI chatbots to manage this shit like come the fuck on people! If you rly need an ai bot to manage the 4 applications your recive instead of just getting one of your already underpaid workers to do the bare minimum of reading a damn paper then you should truly be fucking sedated, like oh my god consider making your clit before trying to place a listing when you are not truly hiring anybody. 

Im just hopeful that when I do get to university, I’ll be able to find nearby work there instead of having to relay on just the on campus work. Wish me luck alt="" style="font-family:verdana, arial, sans-serif, helvetica;">

-SidekickXL