Texts

Last night I was calling my friend and he was screen sharing and showing me a bunch of stuff and while we were looking through his photos I saw a screenshot of his home screen with a notification from me on it, I don't think that's why he took it, but it was there nonetheless, he does this thing where he disappears for week or two, comes back for two days max, says he'll be better at responding and then disappears again, so I always wonder if he reads the notifications from me during that time or ignores them or whatever, but the notification in that screenshot was me talking about how bad my day was and how bad I felt and that was on the 3rd, he hadn't talked to me until the 7th, so that notification just sat there and it made me feel so stupid for venting to him only for him to ignore it, even when he does finally come back he never responds to all the texts I send beforehand and idk if he even reads them, and I feel kind of ignored, when he's there, he's so nice and we have good conversations, but he's not there often