things that make me euphoric as a transgender boy

A lot of these are kind of bad but it’s fine because I’m cute 

1. I walk, type and do everything quite loudly. I can walk quiet sometimes but most of the time outside I am stomping as loud as I can. It’s not even on purpose it just happens 

2. I put on lipbalm like Ive never heard of it before 

3. I sound like my favourite podcast character 

4. I’m around as tall as the other men in my classes 

5. I was blessed to actually look like a cis boy somewhat. I look way more like a boy than a girl 

6. I am a nuisance to everyone but not in the endearing way like a girl is I am genuinely just annoying 

7. I like researching 

8. I live in scotland. Old ass archaic country. Very dark academia. 

yeah. All of these are really unrelated to gender but to me gender is an aesthetic so it fits