Thinkin school thoughts and a little sidetrack

Before I go into this, I know I've already posted about this and similar stuff, but I don't actually need advice, I'm just talking to get it out of my head, I appreciate any kind comments though, and this is not 'IM GONNA DIE HELPPPPP' its 'im nervous eeee', anyway I cleaned my room today, and I cleared off my desk so I can do homework there, cuz I'm not productive when I do stuff in bed, I'm gonna have homeworkkkkk omgggg I'm scared, how do they assign it? is it like 'get this done by next week' or 'do it IMMEDIATELY when you get home' idfk I've never been to secondary school, I'll find out, and I packed my backpack today too, I actually have stuff in it, there's notebboks int there and three rulers (I'm attached to all of them, they will not be separated) it's ready, I'm not ready, I have to start waking up at 7:30 again, school starts at 9ish, it takes 20-30 minutes to get there, so I have an hour to get ready, pack my lunch and have breakfast, I will not be waking up earlier because I want to, and I will not be packing my lunch the night before to save time, I want it as fresh as possible, but like I'm excited too, I can be independent, its not like I'm not, but I haven't really needed to be, but now I'll be in charge of waking myself up, getting there on time, having a schedule, a different routine from the rest of my family ugh I can't wait, and I can maybe join clubs and make friends ooooo enticing, idk I have lots of thoughts about this, also idk how much I'm able to accessorize myself, they say no dangle earrings, but like what about necklaces and bracelets? and I know that if I have time I'll do fun hair styles, braids, pigtails, a cutie little headband maybe, they allow dyed hair, which is great, but what styles can I do? is a mohawk allowed? not that I'd do one, but what if? idk idk I'm just ranting, also side little thing, rants can be happy or excited or educational, I'm not a fan of the fact that the category is rants & vents, it makes it seem like synonyms, although maybe you can vent positive emotions? idk I feel like it should be split into two, I should go sleep now, later gators