This feels stupid but somehow fun

So like for context last year I had a crush on this guy for almost like the whole school year(he’s a jerk and annoying and not conventionally attractive so I dunno I was fumbling by liking him) but anyways I knew this girl last year and we weren’t close I’d only hear of her though my other friend but we’re like best friends now and we have one class together but she’s genuinely easy to talk to and we clicked after a week of school started and a week of being in the same class and a week of chatting, it feels like we’ve known each other for years and for some reason I feel in love and I think I am and they genuinely just make my day better and she make me not hate that class, maybe it’s just a passing crush and I know I’m only in middle school and I’m about to be in high school but like,I wish we were in high school so I could ask her out and it not just be a middle school fling, my mom doesn’t want me to be bisexual so I’ve never told her I am and this girl is also bisexual and I dunno I just think I’m in love and not like the guy from last year but like actually in love so like please feel free to give ur thoughts and advice