This was made on October 21, 2026 by me.

I used to yearn to go back in time, when things were right and happier times–

Though that’s what I thought. I realized that life is better now, then before. If I could change anything in the past, It would be my mind. I want to wash everything I thought, everything I’d hold on too, to remove that bad habit. I don’t want to feel guilty anymore, I can go back to the same place I had memories of but no one will be there. It was only special because it only existed at that time, that’s why I want to do everything in my power to make everything special. But now that I realize, it’s okay if not everything is special because it happens for a reason and I just want to feel some sort of happiness. Even if I can’t go back in time, I can change the mind I have today and be a better person tomorrow. It’s bittersweet to see your surroundings change but it’s better for yourself to change, my environment should stay clean just like my thoughts and actions. We’ll see.