To do list..

I been avoiding some tasks not like cleaning my room up, working out no none of that 

The tasks I been avoid feels idk almost scary for me to do 

"Find what you wanna do in life"

"Find a college that fits for you"

"Improve my art skills"

"Read my drivers manual" 

Just stuff like that I want to do but my brain it's like it's nervous of it 

I think I'm scared of change 

In fact I'm scared for the future and wonder if this world will ever improve itself but I think it's time I get off my lazy bum and get to work because time does not stop ticking....🕰...