Sometimes i sit here and i think i want nothing to do with people, that people arent good to me so i want nothing to do with them and i can keep to myself and survive life on my own. Then i realise im not built for this and i dont think i can live this way, i want to tell people about things and i want to share my experiences in life. I want to tell people about the books i read or the movies i watched or the things i drew. I can and do indulge in my hobbies and interests for myself instead of someone else but i dont know how to go on having nobody to share things with, or very very little people instead of nobody at all. It feels like theres a sense of emptiness in the things i do for my own enjoyment, i want someone to care that isnt me. I try to tell myself its better or easier to have nobody to tell but i dont know if i really believe it or not. Whether its better to speak or keep everything to myself i dont know
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˙⋆✮Spacemax14✮⋆˙
Girl I get it dw you're not alone. I often think about just stop talking and mind my own buisness just leaving everything and be with myself. But I really want to talk about what I do and discover sharing thing and photos I take but my friends doesn't really care which I understand. I don't have the impression to fit with people my age because I'm not very social or like parties and all. Like we do have things in communs but not everything and there's many thing I have nobody to share with too and when that happend I feel lonely too. And sometime friends feel too complicated so I just want to stop so it would be easier but in reality relation aren't supposed to be easy. I mean they can but mlst of time even with the right people it does ask some work for the relation to live. And if there's nobody around you with that interest then nothing better than social media to find them even if it can be scary and intimidating. So dw you're not alone.