!!TW: MENTIONS OF INAPPROPRIATE TOPICS!!

(things will be jumbled around and I will use they/them/theirs pronouns for my ex)

So my Ex, who we will call R. R was super weird and said a lot of things abt my body and misgendered me when i never misgendered him. He told me he was trans and went by he so i was like "okay! I go by they btw!" (He never called me that). On to the inappropriate stuff, if you are still reading this and you are triggered by inappropriate topics I recommend you back out. Back to the rant/vent, i met them at a sleepover and some inappropriate stuff happened at night. Once I told them about that they were just like "oh I wish I was there" and said a lot of things like that, I didn't catch on yet so I was like "oh yeah haha". And then whenever they finally confessed me I was like "oh I guess I didn't catch on" then they were just like "yeah, I was hinting for a long time". Like what?? Then one night we were on a call super late and they persuaded me to show my body, and i was so disgusted by it and i didn't say anything, it also just pisses me off so much because they were SA'd, and said that they would never do that to another person (but I know it wasn't in real life and it doesn't really count that way but it's still affected me). And I told them about what happened to me and they told me abt them (i was also SA'd). And they had an unusual obsession with pierrot from tfc (the freak circus) and always called me "mi lord" or "mi lady". And I couldn't even play my favorite song around them because "that song was played during the time i was SA'd!", like bro that's not my problem (I don't mean to sound rude this is just a topic that I'm mad AF about) also before the call they had talked to me about being "wet" and asked me if they should stick it in (aka their hand). 

Only a few weeks later after they tried to attempt to kill themselves for the almost millionth time I had finally said something about it to my whole group chat that they were also in. 

Sorry that things are all over the place my memory is kind of hazy about things 

Thanks for reading the whole thing if you did guys, if anyone wants to know anything else i can answer questions (I might still have screenshots)