Tw :sh might delete soon :/

Uhm how the fuck do i respond if someone asks me "do  you cut ?"  Especially when it comes from an old friend that you reconnect recently, and our friendship isn't as before :(  like, ok if i don't  why would you think i would do that ? I mean i guess you're just checking on me  but you could've asked a different question , and if i do cut myself how the fuck do i respond if i cut myself i wouldn't want my friend to know  , i could've said no buf i felt like my brain shut down for a sec and every time i type something i delete it and that never happened to me , uhm i  will sreach more about why i reacted like this and please if something similar happend to you or feel like you understand why i did that please tell me if you can , i really do want to post sad or dark stuff since its not really my brand nor do i want people that i cut mmyself or not (thats why i kept it vague ) but i really need closure and this is one of few accounts where my family and  friends don't know about so im more comfortable talking