ugh

hai I'm gonna delete this later....

anyways i feel so dogshit rn. nobody in my family takes me seriously and im also sad that i havent been able to see my bf as much recently, due to the fact that theres so much shit going on... i dont even see him that often because he's terribly busy with college... im so sick and tired of being forced to babysit and being a parent. its already a struggle being autistic... UGHHHHHH i just wish i can move out already and learn how to regulate my emotions.... im kinda hesitant on taking meds cuz i wanna try to learn how to do this w/o taking medication first. 

its not fun especially because im also unemployed right now UGHHHHHH.

of course, any mean comments WILL BE DELETED.