UGHHH

i HATE when my mom gets me a bracelet, like dont get me wrong, ill wear it, but they usually have a lobster clip, and so she helps me put it on but shes alway like yea turn your wrist around so i can help" like NO she justs wants to see if i still cut myself, like NO ive been clean for 6 months 💔 but she always thinks its my arms so sometimes she just grabs my arms or wrists and just feels them, and its so uncomfortable because i sometimes forget i dont have any noticable scars but i still get scared bc what if i did? obvi im too much of a wimp to make ones that stays for a long time, and i can obvi make ne ones on my legs cus ive done it before on my thighs and ankles, so she would be choosing the wrong places bc im not that dumb to do it on my arms (cough cough like how i did 6 months ago, on my wrist COUGH) but i rlly wanna go a year of being clean bc ever since i started in 6th grade, like 4 years ago, ive never been like more than 6-8 months clean at a time, so i hope this will be my longest time clean, unless smth happened but i doubt that 😁