um wow thank you../vent and explanation

so for explanation, i ended up failing and got help and have been resting for a bit. i feel awful but i'm slowly healing. i didn't really think anyone would care, and it's gonna sound like i'm tryna grab sympathy but i'm so fr i didnt think anyone would care abt me.

it surprised me when i logged in and saw like tons of comments and even DMs of people genuinely begging me not to do it, and i feel even worse, so this is an apology for everyone i'd worried. people say strangers on the internet are evil and stuff but y'all genuinely are the reason i can heal, and i'm grateful for that. thank you for your kind words. i am so thankful.

thank you. <3