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im turning 22 soon. im going to miss being 21. it's such a pretty number. 22 is very bland and not a very nice colour. it's a yellowy-green. reminds me of spring. 21 feels very clean. it's pure white. it's my second favourite number after 33. we're also nearing the end of 2026, which is a dark blue, safe number. 2027 feels chaotic. a very loud, light green. it's going to be double green with the 22 and '27. it bothers me. it feels too energetic. i think i might just be scared of change. i feel safe where i am now, and im not ready to move on yet.