[UPDATE] What actually happened to me recently

I’ve taken too long to respond to some of my active friends on plenty social media because of my current condition. I’ve been struggling with severe depression and disagree within’ my family and that affected me deeper than usually. I was hating on myself and constantly even cutting, and after a week I made up my mind, I’m feeling okay It’s just that I still feel blank afterwards and I’m not surprised- So what I have been doing now is drawing and making videos with varied categories, I’ve been trying to reconnect with friends I’ve lost contact with due to social pressure etc. Everything is okay fortunately, behind our screens and in our daily life we are all busy, it takes a few thoughts to realize. So for my friends? I’m fine and sorry for keeping it away, for strangers then thank you for paying attention to this <3