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I’m still thinking about what my friend’s boyfriend said to me like a month ago. I’m upset I’m still thinking about it because he probably didn’t really mean it, he has bpd. I was in a call with friends and the guy was there and he was being mean. 

I noticed he was only being mean to me and one other.

My friend who’s dating him was telling him off, but I’m still hurt by it cuz he didn’t really tell him off with what he was saying to me. That’s my fault because I was laughing it off. I don’t know how to defend myself.

I never got an apology.

I feel like they both really hated me before. 

It’s probably my overthinking telling me that, whatever. But I really want to know if they did hate me at some point and if they don’t now.