VENT

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I haven't gone out to somewhere nice during holidays. I really wished I could. I've been asking ny friends if they're free so they could hangout with me and have a blast. But they've been busy and can't come. Obviously I'm not mad that they're busy with something, it's just that.... before this, they were having a fun time with eachother, and now all of the sudden they can't come hangout with me after hanging out with one of their friends?

Like just a few hours ago, my friend said she can't come hangout with me at the mall because of her family issue, which I only understood. But.... before this, she's been hanging out with her other friends, she's even cancelled on me to go hangout with another friend and changed the date to Thursday.

I just... does anyone ever get that feeling like they cry even though it's not their fault? I'm currently crying because I just feel like they're making excuses just to not hangout with me... I KNOW IT'S NOT THEIR FAULT BUT LIKE I HAVEN'T BEEN ABLE TO GO OUT SOMEWHERE REALLY NICE THROUGHOUT THIS HOLIDAYS

It just sucks... Now I just sound desperate and I am pretty much. It feels just like me in Year 4/5 again... Sorry for the vent guys :|

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