Vent about my art

Lately, I’ve been procrastinating a lot when it comes to drawing, and I feel quite unmotivated. I’m not sure if it’s because I’ve been more depressed than usual this year, due to family and personal psychological issues. I truly wish people could admire my art the way I do, but I feel so unmotivated to post any of my drawings on the new TikTok account I created specifically for my art :(

(I know the head is strange, but It's the sketch yet.) 

I loove melalato's art, she is my favorite artist and my inspiration for drawing

BTW IM DRAWING A GIRL COSPLAYING MY FAVORITE TOUHOU CHARACTER (Tewi, she is my baby 🥺)