Vent lol

so I was playing Minecraft in the living room with my sister and my dad said smth about our neighbors and I said “idk those people” and he said, if I translate it in English, “you’re  living for no reason/nothing,” as if to say it’s useless if I live.

so then I got up from the couch and he was like “ur seriously mad at me? are you gonna go cry?” so I said yes, and I cried a bit in the kitchen. I ate a croissant to feel better bc as my sister says: food can’t betray you lmao. but I’m still upset.

you don’t say that to your kid. No matter how much I’m mad at him I’ve never said anything like that to him! he knows I get upset easily and I’m sensitive! And then he whines about it to grandma (his mom) “blah blah blah I just said she is living for nothing and now she’s crying for no reason!!” -_- 

he owes me 50€ for every tear I shed istg. Compensation for emotional damage each time he says smth fucked up that upset me.