what now???

I'm back once again after a week or so... Still kinda grieving the last guy lowkirkeniunely.... 

I'm doing good in school but I'm emotional as shit--

Listening to more depressing emo music than ever.

found some exchange student to fawn over but i'm unsure if i should continue since idk since he's hanging out with this one girl and he's suuuuuuper cute. 

he always looked at me a lot in my gym class, even when he's talking to his friend(s) He's pretty sweet, i've talked 2 him b4 sooooo... It could be delusional but whateverrrrrrrr.