disaster begins

sooo i'm gonna be collectively eaten by some arts universities for two weeks almost in a row:'3 the start is tomorrow and i feel that nasty feeling of numbness and powerlessness... because idk what topic they'll give to depict in the work and i can't predict it. this feeling is pretty pointless, but still present

also dk how will i get through this time, but understand that it just has to be done and further definitely will be better

and gonna share a sketch of vena which i like veryvery much as an affirmation:)

ps: interesting that i can't change the category of my post.. but is it even needed?