whats wrong w me 〒▽〒

idunnoo why but people disgust me so much don get me wrong i like talking to people, its just being in the same room with someone is genuinely unbearable like ive thrown things at my cousins, hit my head on the wall just so they'd leave I never hit them or anything but after they leave i realize how bad it was 

If im not disgusted then im just scared of other people, when i "get over it" (not rlly but im better w online friendships) then I just start to think abt how much ihate them now or how they dont care abt me as much as i do so it doesnt matter so then i just dont talk to them any moree o(TヘTo)  

im disgusting scum i love every1 im friends with and i knowilalaway s hate them the same