When did yew know it was time to move on?

i think i knew it was time to move on when i knew youd never see me on the pedestal i see you. that you didnt respect me enough to try and understand me the way i did for you so many times before. and thats why i distanced myself physically because i could feel you already doing it mentally. i used to be so bitter, so butthurt that you didnt pick me over him when he was playing in my face every day and youd just watch or stay quiet but now i know i wasnt an option to begin with. youd always try to make me feel small and i just...let you. because i was willing to love you. i dont regret leaving you it was a step i had to take but i do regret how i thought youd grow as a person.