Where is everybody, why am i alone?

Just posted a oc drawing and story that took hours of my life and i got zero feedbacks, but whatever this made me wanna rant about one thing, where the fuck is everyone? like irl too, Literally i cannot comprehend why i struggle to find connections, to be fair i do have some friends but they are like the same since 2019, why? It’s not like i dont do anything, i do a LOT of stuff but I somehow always get ignored, and it’s not like i dont try myself, It happened many times that I tried talking and making new friends and they just disappear or dont care, WHAT AM I DOING WRONG WHY PEOPLE DONT LIKE ME??? seriously I thought about this a lot and I actually changed myself a lot and still, why the fuck?

And also where even are people nowdays? I live in italy in the biggest city milan, it has approximately 1.3 MILLION people, I usually go skate/biking and other things in the biggest park there is near milan, a huge artificial lake with various sport dedicated sections too, can someone explain to me why on a fucking Saturday there are approximately 5 people on rollers/skate or whatever and on the week 1 to zero, how the fuck. Where are people going? And when there is someone is most of the time not even social, like why are you here bro?? Go jerk off instead or something fuck!! Why would you ever be at a public park for if you don’t want to meet people, what are they thinking? Or am i scary or what?? 

This thing is really getting to me because i feel like i can do a lot in my life and yet i am confined by the fact that people ignore me so much, i have no idea why, to be honest seeing people that are in my opinion much worse than me with zero talents or special intricate getting what i want friends attentions etc make me so so confused and kinda sad, again I would just like to know what is happening what i am doing wrong and on top of that, where even are people who wants to have fun?