who want me 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯

i wanna be wanted sooo bad !! ... but at the same time ... leave me alone.

the thought of having a boyfriend (or partner in general) sounds nice in theory. i wanna be able to experience what being in an actual relationship is like. mostly the wholesome shit though, like holding hands and idk solving puzzles??? 

the only problem is that, one, nobody's catching my eye, and two, everyone pisses me off. 

how am i ever going to be in a functioning relationship if im irritated all the time :/ ik that it's a me problem ... but i just hate the thought of anyone getting that close to me. 

anyway, who want me tho.