my whole life i have been told i'm unpredictable and people don't know if i like something or i don't, mostly because my face is not the most expressive and i'm good at keeping a neutral voice
thing is, i don't know why i am like that, everytime i hang out with friends and get home, i feel weird because somehow it doesn't really felt like i acted like myself and that my friend may have gotten the wrong image of me somehow?? i used to ask them to PLEASE, tell me if i did anything strange or if they felt comfortable at all to try and fix it and that way discover what it is about me that makes people so suspicious of.
i have been treated like i was a pet/someone strange my whole life, they thought maybe i thought badly of them or something when most of the time i was holding my breath to not bother them with the sounds of exhaling, i gotta admit i have been strange in the past but as far as ik i never got into someone's personal space, and if i did, i need someone to tell me
i have tried to be overly empathetic, overly friendly, edgy, pretentious, i have even tried to be sexy, mind you, i'm the least sexy person in the whole world,
yet everytime i seem to forget smth, the key of keeping friendships and i'm starting to think that maybe i'm just kind of disgusting
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xXloebminaaxX
being yourself in a world of people who think being yourself is cringe is difficult. but being cringe and yourself is what's make you different from them.and lowkey so freeing as well lmao. i hope you make on here too. ill be ur friend lololololol
Oh thank u, thats sweet, i mean you are right, i just hope i find people who are a bit strange by nature like me ^_^
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theduelistdaisy
Maybe you should start to don't overthing
And being yourself
that would be the logical thing to do! but honestly that hasn't worked greatly either bc ig im just strange by nature 😅
by l.; ; Report
Strange everyone is crazy from nature personality, just you shouldt tell you personality in some people but only people you trust or feelings comfortable.
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𝄞꧑ιᥣar̼༉ ☭ ᨧֵᰍ ׅ
I honestly relate to this sm. I dont really have the greatest advice and you shouldn't really do this, but I look at other people's personality and just mimic them and I constantly smile cause SOMETIMES WHEN IM IN MY RESTING FACE NGAS THINK IM MAD OR SMTH. I also tend to get into what a lot of other people seem to like or opinions cause no one seems to like the stuff I like. But if people see you as weird for no reason its best to find another group, theyre probs being like that to make fun of you and leave you out (from personal experience)
issue is, i have strong opinions about everything.. i love to mind my business and be my own person, is not like i BEAT PEOPLE UP, if they don't agree with me but i fear people will find strange if i start being more agreeable w everyone. . .
by l.; ; Report
honestly its better to be yourself in my humble opinion, how gaf what other people think :p
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will try, again TT TT
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u got this :>
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