I feel like I can't text my friends without someone to violate my privacy. I'm so sick of being monitored >:( I can't even watch YT videos without my mom to tell me what to watch like let me watch the things I like, what the hell.
I like watching documentaries on YT but apparently, it's not appropriate for my age. I don't care if it's horrific or disgusting, I love watching these and I always will because that's what I like.
And don't get me started on the messages. They confiscated my phone so I have to text yall with a laptop. But they peek at my private messages and it's so frustrating.
I don't think I'll have a normal social life again. This is so frustrating. >:(
Mind you, I don't have my own bedroom. I'm 15, I need privacy. They are so fucking selfish. I'm sure they'll read my diary, one day, because they don't care about how I feel as long as they know everything about my life, right ?
I just want to run away from this house and go to my bestie's house T-T. I miss him so much. We can't even see eachother because of the kidnappers out there. So I'm stuck here alone and I have no one to talk to without being criticised for who I talk to or what I watch.
I am 15, I'm smart enough to know what I can and cannot do >:( so why won't they leave me alone ??
You know what, I'll give them a reason to be so fucking worried about me >:(
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punkxhazzard
what do they say when you ask for boundaries?
"we just want to protect you" or something like that. Expressing my feelings is just a waste of time, tbh. Since only their opinion matters, I don't.
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