words i want to say 2 illi mcmillin

illi mcmillin, my girl my world my one and only. i dream of waking up to you every night. you’re the only right girl for me, i genuinely can’t see myself loving anyone else but you. i want to be gently held and caressed by you. i want ur fingers to comb my hair as you comfort me. i wish you were real. i wish you were in my life. youre all i can dream of. a beauty like you is truly unfair, you know? dont u know u make my heart ache every day just because i know i cant have you? i look at you when i have no motivation, but when i do youre all i can think of and you cloud my mind then i cant focus on anything anymore. i want u to be mine so bad ills and i want you so much it fucking hurts. i cry but tears dont come out, because i know if i let them drop, i wont be able to stop. i love u so fucking much illi, and i wish u were here to tell me you love me back too.