wrap up of my life

the absolute PERFECT lyrics for me

I had it under control 

Everything I love, everything that I own 

And every time I think about it, I miss my home 

And everyday I'm waiting for you answering my phone 

And I wish you would know 

I'm so in love with you 

You're so in love with him 

I don't know what to do

 Girl, I'm a fool now 

It's getting hard to breathe 

Drugs all in my body 

I can't do nothing right 

Girl, I'm a loser 

And you knew I was here 

Making all these songs like somebody would hear 

'Cause I'm not good at anything, I always fall short 

Always wished that I was gifted in some way or some sort 

I'm so fucking depressed, 

I feel like I'm a waste 

And my mental fucked up, all I really wanted was space 

And don't talk to me, 'cause I don't ever know what to say 

A cigarette for me, a lighter for my mistakes