Paranoid user

About me:

not a fan of myself but sometimes i can be pretty cool
idk im just here to talk to ppl so yeah
i tend to complain a lot but if u find it annoying ill understandDont be afraid to interact with me anytime u want! I'm an opportunistic, film and fashion obsessed normie who takes her orange flavored effervescent vitamins every day (that was a lie, I'm terrible at sticking to routines and always forget to take them). Now that it's vacation time, you'll be able to find me online most of the time, although I also tend to waste time on random internet forums or cheap YouTube knock offs. I'm a friendly guy by nature, so don't hesitate to approach me. That said, sometimes I get depressed, and any kind of human contact is repulsive to me. If I'm ever in that mood, I'll let you know though.  Philosophy and debates are topics that tend to attract me a lot. I'm drawn to intelligent, interesting, and original people, not just romantically, but with a deep admiration. I want to be like them from the bottom of my heart. I'm against having idols, but I think having certain people you admire and aspire to be like in certain aspects is not the same thing, and in fact, it's quite healthy because they help you move forward with your goals. Those people in my case are Albert Camus, Elliott Smith and Yoshihiro Togashi, the holy trinity.   You've probably guessed that my interests revolve around music, literature, and the internet, but one of my biggest passions in life is looking good. I like looking good so much that if I don't, my body reacts physically, and I get headaches or stomach aches. Call me superficial, but my greatest goal in this world is to be beautiful, even though the universe had other plans when it gave me a face and body I despise.