I don't really know what to do, or how to help myself. Recently, I've began to feel more tired, careless, and not too much like myself. The urge to relapse again becomes more desperate, I'm not wanting to eat much anymore, and I feel like I'm becoming colder to people, even my family at times. It's selfish to say this, but I want to get worse; I know I shouldn't, but I don't know how to change my mindset, and I don't want to burden anyone I love by asking for help. I'm stressing myself over exams that aren't for months away, I'm sharming more, and I'm overall just not really myself. I don't know what to do to help myself from becoming worseÂ
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u only understand the desire to get worse and wanting attention about ed or sh when u went through it. like... yeah. that's a mechanism for someone begging for help without talking. so i get u. do u have a therapist? u take meds? with the feelings that u shared, i don't think u can do it on ur own. do u have a supportive circle? don't let this become bigger. seek help. if u need to talk, im here!