crappier monday >:o

good fuck how i fucking hate my fucking life. not only did the resource record that i finished on friday have to be sent today, but apparently it wasnt good enough and now my teacher has emailed my parents and theyre going to go into my school tomorrow 2 talk w/ my teacher to see where i am. the worst thing abt it is that my parents think whenever they talk w/ me that i dont know the reality of the situation bc i look disacotiated, but its not that i dont know, im just tired. tired of life man. im tired of having to live w/ 2 people who not only dont want to talk w/ 1 another but people who dont even get along well w/ themselves and me. im just tired man, sometimes i get so tired i just want a way out of life. but i dont know if im at that point just yet. 

update: they also caught me with a sticker of an essay on my laptop and they gave out abt that 2. there are some days where u just think to urself "if i get out of this bed, i aint gonna feel good in the morning." and today sure as shit has been one of those days.