First Blog (」°ロ°)」

 I’ve been watching more movies and shows because I’m finally about to graduate, and for the first time in a long time it feels like I can breathe. I’m not drowning in projects, homework, and deadlines every second of the day anymore. My life used to feel so loud all the time, like there was always something demanding my attention, but now I’m starting to understand how peaceful it can feel to just exist without constantly stressing over what comes next. That’s how relationships have started to feel to me sometimes. Not bad, just heavy. I’ve spent so much time worrying about other people’s feelings, problems, and whether I’m doing enough for them that I forgot to make space for myself. Now that I finally have distance from some of that pressure, being alone doesn’t feel empty anymore. It feels quiet. Peaceful. Like finally sitting in a room after noise has been ringing in your ears for years.