I'm a 19 year old girl, I've never really been in a relationship and I have no desire to date anyone as of right now with the current political climate and everything going on. Sometimes I think I use that as my excuse, because the truth is- I just don't think I have it in me to put in effort to make a relationship work. I don't want to think about someone else and how what I'm doing might affect them. If that makes me selfish then I'll just be selfish for the time being.
I met this guy a little under a month ago and I thought he was cool, we exchanged social media accounts and started talking, usually when I'm taking to a person and it feels like they want to be more than friends, I shut it down immediately and make sure that, that ocean is fully salted and there is no way in hell I would consider changing my mind. With this one, it felt different- I caught myself waiting for a text back. I did mention that I don't want a relationship, which he also said he's not looking for a relationship but he just wants casual, in my experience casual usually involves sex and that's a whole hell no for me, but I think I may like him. But I only like him when he's texting me. Lemme rephrase that, I think I like the attention(however little it is). Am I lonely? Is that what this is.
XOXO
Isa
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letisserenity
ohmyy. I think that he's sparking ur interest tbh. maybe there's smth different in him that your attracted to or you see yourself in him and its making you curious and want to talk to him more. and also that doesn't exactly mean your lonely, everyone likes the right type of attention, especially when its from someone you have interest in, someone whose attention you do want.