Idk why every time I sh, I hide it and feel guilty for days but I still except to get some type of comfort after even though I know it will never happen I really wish someone would just comfort me for once but I'm so scared of opening up to peopleย
Idk why every time I sh, I hide it and feel guilty for days but I still except to get some type of comfort after even though I know it will never happen I really wish someone would just comfort me for once but I'm so scared of opening up to peopleย
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ย please don't feel guilty, doing sh and feeling this way is not your fault at all, you shouldn't feel bad about it!! you deserve all the comfort in the world!! but-
the important thing is is moving on from sh and trying to forget about it whenever you need to do it again- and then you can find another outlet- something that makes you happy! like developing a new skill, or like just something really fun that other people would like to do with you- video games are pretty fun, and work as an outlet sometimes!!
but you an also write more vents, or a story, and you can even play instruments!! for something online if you don't have an irl instrument, virtual piano is really fun, it's like typing really fast but it's random letters and stuff, but if you get good at it, not only will your typing improve, but it can sound REALLY good- there's even a bunch of steven universe songs :DD
and venting, writing stuff like this, is really great progress, you can open up to people via posting stuff like this- and hopefully you'll be comfortable with opening up with somebody for real! if you do, it'll turn out ok, the people you trust love you, and will help you feel better!! risk it for the biscuit trust- anyways
i really believe things will get better for you, you're doing great so far!!
and p.s for relatability, i do sh too- venting and writing distracts me from it
i really hope you're doing great!! i support you!!
peridot hug hehehe