gettin words n junk outta mah head

i wanna write poetry and lyrics and whatnot, but i dont want it to be wordy for the sake of being wordy, because thats a lot of the advice ive been given; to just say things, long..-illy. i think id do much better writing in a casual way,, like i do here. like im literally just speakin. but in pixel word form. like informally!

issue is every time i write something my brain makes me rewrite it to be better, then again, then again and eventually i erase it all cuz my brain tells me "yo this is cringe and ridiculous.. who do you think you are, erase this" and i erase it. im not sure how to counter that part of me. its tougher than just..not..thinking that way. feel kinda stuck. if any one wants to call me a dorkbag and gimme advice feel free! dear lord