i just woke up from a nightmare and it was horrible. usually i remember my nightmares but this time i can barely even remember what the dream was about i think ive just been so on edge on lately like im stressed out and shit but all i could remember was my pets getting shot and my family getting murdered because two people broke into our house and decided they we're gonna steal everything in our house and break shit and murder everyone. luckily i survived but i almost died bc one of them almost stabbed me and that's when i had to fight back yk? i didn't want to hurt or kill them but what choice did i have? so i did what anyone would do i would try to defend myself and so i kicked one of them in the balls and they fell wincing in pain and then the other held their gun at me. before they could shoot i ran to their legs and brought them down with me. then the gun was like still facing me and just as he was about to pull the trigger i moved it away from my face and to the side and the bullet shot through the walk instead the loud noise made ringing noises in my ears. it was so hard to focus but i didn't let that stop me i tried to take the gun from him and i just kept hitting him until he would let go and then smacked the gun in his face. i think i killed them because they we're still trying to force themselves on top of me and hold me down and that terrified me so i got the gun and shot them. blood were on my hands just everywhere on my body and i was in shock. i don't remember what else happened but it felt so real and i was scared and irl i woke up shaking and i felt rlly hot i hate that dream. ive had nightmares of dying or my family dying a few times and i hated it sm.Â
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Venus.
i'm sorry that's happening to you, nightmares are the absolute worst. i hope you are finding ways to cope with it well. are you relaxing fully when you're getting your rest?