IM ON MY SCHOOLS SUICIDE WATCH #GRRRMONDAYS

so i was venting about my morality ocd to a teacher (my ocd makes me think that ive groomed people and that im an enemy of the state its insane i fucking hate ocd everyone looks at me crazy whenever i talk abt my intrusive thoughts) and i mentioned how, if my morality ocd was right and i WAS groomernazigaydolfhitler then i would kill myself because i hate those types of people and i think they should die so of course im not excempt from that law i have made in my head

so now if im late to classes its apparently a big thing. like an emergency. and both of my parents know now. bro

to be honest the idea of killing myself does sound very sensual and tasty but i need to publish stuff before i die so sadly i cant yet... ouuu it sounds tasty though....

i cant be late anymore to class. im so mad. i love being fashionably late but NOO nevermind. fucking hell i really just had to have severe ocd i couldnt have been a normal child. i hate my mother for genetically passing down this shit from a butt ass disorder. same level as schizophrenia ass disorder. so mad . #grrrmondays