this is gonna be probably badly phrased and maybe even deleted,i've been deleting a decent amount of my posts because they felt too weird to keep but like idk,i want somewhere to write stuff down,anyway,i'm a little upset right now cuz every friday we make homemade pizza together and its fun and delicouse but i guess i'm fasting now cuz i said no to having pizza cuz im so like i don't want to see anybody and to just cry in my room all day,which i have been doing,everything feel like it sucks,i don't really even have anything to complain about,my lifes been pretty great but i still feel so sucky often,all i did was lay in bed today,i had my first sip of water like two minuites ago,its like 2pm,why am i failing so hard rn? drinking water is like the easiest thing to do,probably,and i didn't even do that till now,i'm uninterested in everything,my hobbies/shows/activities,literally everything has lost interest,i don't know what to do,i just feel so useless,and i mean writing a stupid blog post isn't gonna help anything cuz it's not like this is gonna make me go out and fix stuff and this is so stupid,there's nothing in this post actually worth complaining about oh my god.
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✰ Anna ✰
I get you, the stupidest things can ruin my whole day, and then I'm in a mood for no particular reason, what helps me is listening to upbeat music, wallowing won't help, so if you can force yourself to, I suggest listening to some of your favourite songs, but only upbeat ones, no sad songs we want to get rid of the sad, and drinking water is good, it's a step forward no matter how small or late, I hope your day will get better eventually <3
AnOkayHuman
atleast being sad in my room is funny cuz its all colourful.