TW: SH. I hate my scars so much

So I'm on vacation at the beach, and it's been super awsome. But that also means I'm getting Hella tan and my scars are getting darker and more visible. And like I told my bsf how I was getting a little upset cuz they were finally not showing as much and now they are again and i hate looking at them. My bsf said "you've been doing much better lately from what i know. you shouldn't be ashamed of your scars, your healing. you've been working hard on yourself, that's what the scars show." So idk who ealse needs to hear that, but it doesn't matter if your only 2 days clean or 2 years. What ever it is your valid and your amazing. I'm always here in you need to talk/vent.