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@Kayla⟡
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“@⸸⸸⸸𝕶𝖎𝖑𝖑𝖌𝖆𝐳𝖒𝖔𝖙𝖗𝖔𝖓⸸⸸⸸ totally agree with your take here!!! it's how i feel as well. i believe there are thi...”
@Kayla⟡
lol thankyou thankyou.
I sometimes have to take into account that near intrinsic human drive to feel that way, specially when it was in our species interest to attribute potential intention to every stimuli, because you know, who knows if that shaking bush or that tumbling rock is or was a predator etc etc.
I spent a good portion of the first half of my existence on the earth being vehemently anti spiritual in the sense that i threw myself into the atheism movement when i was a kid,
English school i was in at the time used to try to sit all the kids down and get them to sing hymns every wed in the gymnasium,
older people would give me gruff or try to manipulate me when i was a child and i would assert my beliefs etc so i also had to fight, philosophically, from a very young age
(i was not born into a religious family, single mother never bothered to drill any sort of spiritualism into me, and i was always a very odd and "different" kid so i kinda just instantly saw "magic" as made up and it well, rubbed adults the wrong way when someone is so young and so indifferent to religion etc)
so anyway i said all that bullshit to say that,
i kind of killed that aspect in me and it doesnt exist, so i kind of have to actively remind myself that people have it and its kind of naturally driven.
because i dont. lol.
Lead to me being the sort that could probably camp in a morgue and it not be much of an issue where it might be for even some of my fellow "faithless" lolz.