Tell me abt ur first love/crush !!

Mine was in 6th grade but I can't recall everything except that she basically ghosted me all my life :P

You don't have to say their name, just here to chat cuz groups don't work for me so I just post forum topics to start conversations ≡(▔﹏▔)≡

OMG I REMEMBER THIS SO CLEARLY (may not be my first but my first actual one) when i was in 4th grade there was this new kid in the classroom next to ours and he was so cute!! he's born in Korea and he's an uzbek-russian mix. (he's one of my closest friends rn btw) my best friend said she'd make him like me but instead she told him that she liked her. anyways she used to bully me at 6th grade and both me and the him don't talk to her rn. i was UTTERLY obsessed w him...

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my experience with love was mostly negative, except the latest one im currently in a poly relationship and im enjoying myself, less stressful :v

i had my first love at 15, we dated for a year, broke up, didnt speak for a year, slowly got back together for nearly year, stopped talking AGAIN and now we're trying again (nothing was toxic, things just didnt pan out as teens) so YIIPPEEEE

I had my first crush in Kindergarten, I’ll call him “Luke”. There’s a few of stories I have of this boy, for example like when I was in 2nd grade I gave him a headache from my Bath and Body Works Winter Candy Apple hand sanitizer that I took from the teachers lounge, and the time me and him sat side my side during morning meetings in the gym in 1st grade. I don’t remember much because it was awhile ago (2014-2020), he was in a few of my classes in elementary school after kindergarten. The last moment I had with “Luke” from my memory was when we were in 5th grade after school, we were on the swings together at the school playground while our moms were talking to each other. From I remember from that day was we talked to each other a bit and I didn’t know it was the last time I talked to him because I had to move to a different state, which I am still living in today as of typing this. I really hope I can communicate with him again sometime in the future 😔🙏

my "first" "crush" lasted from kindergarten til like 5-6th grade, he was a close friend the entire time I just never said anything. I moved away during 6th anyway

in reality I don't think it was really a crush, I loved him a lot platonically and probably mistook that as more than it actually was. I highly felt the need to have a "crush" on a boy at all times because it was so normalized literally everywhere I saw, I wanted to be like everyone else who had crushes n stuff and he seemed like the closest candidate. I only bothered to include this because it lasted for so long and was so significant that I had several diary entries with his name as a kid

I reconnected with him a few years ago, told me he turned out to be gay. which is funny because I turned out to be a lesbian. like yeah no wonder we got along sm

in 7th grade I had my first REAL crush, it was a girl and ironically I thought this was platonic at the time. I was in my """emo""" phase at this point but she was this really bright and bubbly girl who became my best friend. she loved pusheen and these bizarre animals called pangolins that I hadn't heard of before that. I was pretty closed off and asocial due to unfortunate events that freshly happened, but she SOMEHOW got me to join the drama club to make props with her after school everyday. I thought she was so cute, but like platonically right???? yeah you get butterflies for your bestie too right?? not just me??

lol anyways she got me through really tough times. she gifted me plushies of things I said I liked once and tried so hard to get me out of my shell to socialize with people more, she truly cared more than anyone else in my life did at the time. I was DEVASTATED when I had to move away again the next year :( I highkey didn't get over it for years. her mother was the type to be restrictive with social media, so we weren't able to talk a lot until we drifted apart entirely

i have a neighbor, lets call him Ruscus. weve been neighbors since we were real young. we always kinda had a quiet crush on eachother, but we were worried how our families would feel about us together, and i didnt want to ruin our friendship. fast forward a bit where we're in middle school. i confessed to him and he said he liked me back. for a while we dated in private and it was difficult. a bit later i broke up with him because i said i only saw him as a friend. i dated a couple other people over the years, but it wasnt ever really "love," at least not like i felt with him. my relationships never lasted that long, because i either fell out of love or they cheated on me. i felt bad because i always thought of him throughout every relationship. couple years later i decided to start talking with him more, because i missed him. he waited for me, he didnt like anyone else. we did more things together and whatnot, until finally one day we hung out with our friends/families and they found out that we were dating somehow. that was almost 3 years ago and we are the happiest, healthiest couple! ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡