Fabian Dee

Selling occult books and tarot decks, calisthenics, xingyiquan, wing chun, RBSD, JKD, qigong, walking in woods, fixing my old BMW, occasional drifting, music, film, comedy shows, diy, watch repair and customising, Hackintosh (can't be bothered anymore), occultism, satanism, luciferianism, existentialism, nihilism, absurdism, egoism, chaos magic, ceremonial magic, reiki, religious studies, tarot history, psychology, NLP, physics, biochemistry, anthropology, meme culture, and skinhead, slav/gopnik, casual fashion, goth and punk culture.

Punk, Hardcore, Industrial, Grunge, Sludge, Goth, Glam, Dark Ambient, Jungle, Drum and Bass, Acid House, classic rock, Kraut Rock, Metal, Folk, Jazz, Blues, Classical, Motown, Soul, Hip Hop, Trap, Black Metal, Hard Bass, New Wave, New Romantic, Indie Pop, Indie, shoegaze, Prog Rock, Vaporwave, Reggae, Ragga, Soukous, Calypso, Salsa, Gregorian Chants, Indian Flute Music, Middle Eastern etc. Basically nearly everything except for Gospel and music with the anime or smurf vocals.

Film noir and existentialist art house mainly, also gritty gangster and essex boys films, supernatural horror, emo sci fi, sci fi horror, the odd costume drama etc. Favourite might be Momento.

Lots of old shows, I don't watch TV any more. I watch some trash on Prime Video, some of it is actually quite good lol like 12 Monkeys and vikings. TV shows inc. curb your enthusiasm, seinfeld, minder, the sweeney, jeeves & worcester, red dwarf, peep show, south park, larry sanders show, twin peaks, beyond scared straight, bottom, laurel & hardy etc.

Well I tend to read a lot of books on martial arts. I have a huge occult library but rarely look at it as I don't have time.

I don't have any heroes in the modern sense. The meaning of the term has broaded over time. I try to objectively view a person's psychological make up and character as much as I can, the good and the bad. Yes I can be inspired by certain behaviours, actions or decisions but the whole package is nearly always a mixed bag.

Gaming is a total waste of time lol...I have a ZX Spectrum emulator, for a laugh, to spend 2 minutes playing old games, for fun and realising how crap they are and then never playing them again.